Tuesday, January 30, 2024

False Start

The ritual turned upon itself the way weather turns, with no announcement beyond a pressure felt in the teeth. What had been a slow choreography of light – eddies of pale force looping like silk caught in a courteous breeze – thickened and darkened, acquiring weight, a gravity of posture. The air learned a new grammar. Sound gathered before sound existed, a held breath that made the leaves stiffen as if listening with their veins. At the edge of hearing, far fields answered: birds lifted as one, a startled fugue tearing free of the hedgerows, the sky suddenly busy with punctuation.

From the center, the shape emerged without crossing distance. It was less an arrival than a correction, shadow coaxed into volume. The darkness wore a contour that suggested appetite, a velvet geometry whose angles were soft enough to deceive the eye into kindness. It leaned forward. The grove tilted with it. Shadows braided and unbraided, a patient ropework performed by the trunks, and the ground grew articulate – pebbles clicking their small consonants, soil exhaling a loam-sweet vowel.

The caster stood within the circle as one stands within a thought. Skin shone with sweat and ash; breath traced white calligraphy in the chill that had crept in like a civil servant. When the scream came it carried distance inside it, a long corridor of sound flung outward, so that even the remote nests trembled, even the far grass bent its head. The beast lunged, yes, but the word lunge feels athletic; this was a folding, a sudden hospitality of darkness, an embrace whose arms were made of all the angles the light had forgotten. The body disappeared as sugar disappears into tea – no drama, a sweetness solved.

After, the grove settled into itself with the composure of old furniture. Soot freckled the bark. Leaves bore a faint gloss, as if polished by a hand that had read too much. The air held a warmth that felt earned. Silence arrived without ceremony and stayed, a guest who knows where to put the hat. The trees conveyed what trees convey when they have seen centuries blink by: a warning, perhaps, but also a lesson in scale, a reminder that forces larger than names conduct themselves with a peculiar courtesy. Even devastation kept its manners.

Light resumed its ordinary labor, finding paths through branches, inventing green again. The circle on the ground retained a memory, a scar that felt less like damage than script – an anagram the soil would spend seasons rearranging. In the hush, one could sense a generosity at work, a world capable of swallowing terror and transmuting it into texture. The grove did not speak. It stood. And in standing, it offered the only counsel it ever gives: attend, attend – here, where even shadows have a pulse, and pulse implies life, and life, despite everything, keeps saying yes.

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