Double

In umbral hours – crepuscule’s bruise – he ran,
A fugitive from footprints of his own began;
He chased the wind’s perjured, peripatetic vow,
Retreating from himself (how now outruns a now?).
Behind him kept a double – doppel, doux, and dim –
A hush with hands, a hem of him, a synonym.
Unbroken mirror, echo without end or seam,
A solecism stitched into the grammar of his dream.

The sky, once whole, split open – syntax torn –
A wound of weather, red as words misborn;
Its crimson veil unspooled, a hemorrhaging light,
As if the world wept verbs for his nouned flight.
Across salt fields and seas that rhymed with flee,
He thought the shadow’s pace could not keep me;
Yet distance dwindled – no decrement accrued –
How outrun what lives inside the interlude?

At last the slope, a cliff that yawned like law,
He turned; the wind confessed what winds foresaw:
The abyss sang basso profundo below,
A long lament in re – red sky, iron do.
There on the edge, breath balanced – fear/release –
A colon poised between escape and peace.
The twin stood fast, fate’s footnote, tacit, true,
No threat pronounced – catachresis grew.

Then time congealed. The truth came tidal, old:
By fleeing the double, he’d forfeited the gold.
What is escape that amputates the core?
What flight that leaves the soul upon the floor?
The specter only mirrored what he’d missed –
The chase was chain; the prison was the fist.
Irony grinned: to run was to remain,
A paradox with legs, a leash called gain.

With a sigh – deep, seasoned, almost kind – he knew:
In fleeing the false, he’d orphaned the true.
So wordless now (logos laid aside),
He stepped into the red – adiós, au vide.
Where the twin could follow no farther than name,
Where self, unbroken, waited – same as same.
Here end the rhymes, yet meaning starts anew:
He fell into himself, and thus withdrew.

 

 

Mad Cry of Devil Captive

Blazing spires clawed at the pulse of night,
A salamandrine lyre strummed by no hand in sight.
Shadows drank their own echoes, sighing in tongues,
Dreams shed their skins, coiling like serpents unsung.

The river split into mirrors that licked my heels,
Silver-tongued laughter, water that steals.
I ran through molten reeds, through fields that burned back hard,
Every step a spark, every glance a charred ward.

Fire caught its reflection and leapt in delight,
Salt turned to smoke in the marrow of night.
Bones grew wings, teeth learned to hum,
Shadows became claws, and claws became drum.

The captive wind whispered riddles in my ear,
A cadence of teeth, a cadence of fear.
I swallowed my shadow; it laughed down my throat,
A twin-shaped hunger that sang in my coat.

Mountains bowed to tremble beneath my feet,
Stars unraveled their threads into heat.
The devil’s breath trembled in the hollow of flame,
A name without owner, a game without name.

I danced on the knife-edge of red and release,
Every motion a bite, every pause a piece.
The fire swallowed fire, the river drank smoke,
And I, the unbound, became both chain and yoke.

Through hollows of glass, through lightning that sings,
I fell into myself, unbroken, with wings.
Madness a mirror, desire a pyre,
And I burned, and I bled, and I rose from the fire.

Anamnesis

All day I have felt slightly translucent, as if last night’s visitation thinned the membrane between whatever I call myself and the vastness that moves behind it. I woke with a kind of solemn buoyancy – a tempered steadiness, like the hush after a storm that did not entirely pass. The memory of the being lingers in the periphery, a pressure of presence, the way a cathedral retains the echo of a chant long after the choir has dispersed. I move differently, or perhaps I only notice my movement more: each gesture feels borrowed from someone older and wiser, someone I may have been once.

Strix

The trespasser lurched beneath the boughs as though the forest had tilted, as though gravity itself had grown capricious and learned to mock him. His arms were full – overfull – of objects torn from their ordained places: coins dulled by centuries of touch, a cup whose silver skin still held the chill of stone shelves and locked rooms. Each step sent a faint chime through the undergrowth, a music without melody, a purse-mouth prayer he could not finish. Wealth pressed against his ribs and palms with the dense insistence of wet clay. Desire had weight; it bruised.

He moved in fits and stalls, halting where the ground rose, slipping where the earth softened, his breath sawing the air into uneven strips. The woods received him without welcome or refusal. Leaves lay layered like old letters, their ink faded to veins and russets, the ground breathing up the loam-sweet smell of rot and rain remembered. Above him the canopy stitched itself shut, branch to branch, a slow seam drawn by the night. Light leaked through in small currencies – coins of moon – spent at random on bark and moss.

Shadows gathered with a vegetal patience. They thickened, learned edges, learned motion. The dark did not rush; it bloomed. It opened its corollas. Tendrils of shade slid between trunks and over stones, brushing the ankles of ferns, tasting the air. The forest had a pulse now, a tremor that traveled through roots and sap and the hollow bones of insects. There were whispers – no single tongue, a sibilant weather – syllables made of leaf-rub and wingbeat, consonants of snapping twig. Words failed here; sound remained.

He stumbled into a small clearing where the ground dipped, a bowl holding dampness and old breath. His burden slipped. A spill of metal flashed and vanished. He knelt, scrabbling, the soil biting his nails, his mind narrowed to retrieval, to grasp and gather, gather and grasp. Hunger taught his fingers their alphabet. The silver cup rolled once, once more, and settled against a root like an ear laid down to listen.

Then the air tightened.

From the blackened stillness, she stood where standing had not been a moment before. The Strix. She emerged as figures sometimes do in dreams: already complete, already watching. Her hair streamed in ropes and wisps, a geography of gray and night, caught with burrs and leaf-threads, as if the forest had been combing her for years. Skin shone dully, the pale of mushrooms under bark, the pale of stones turned up by frost. Nakedness here held no invitation; it held weather. It held age. It held the wind’s ledger of scars.

Wildness gathered around her like a second anatomy. It flexed and coiled, took on the suggestion of muscles that belonged to no species. Her presence bent the space between trunks; distances wavered. The clearing seemed to deepen, to add layers the eye could not count. Her eyes burned with a steady, exacting light, neither heat nor flame but a pressure, an insistence. They fixed him. They had already known him.

There was no speech. The night carried no syllables now, only a held breath stretched thin. The roots heard first. They stirred beneath the skin of the ground, thick cords waking, serpents with the patience of wood. Soil heaved. Earth split its seams. Roots rose slick and pale, studded with soil, looping and knotting with a craftsman’s calm. They wound his ankles, his calves, climbed his thighs with a slow intimacy, a fidelity that allowed no escape. He toppled sideways, wealth bursting from his arms in a scatter of dull flashes. The forest received the offering without comment.

His chest constricted. Breath shortened into shards. Roots cinched his ribs, pressed his shoulders, threaded under his arms. His eyes widened, glassed over with a sheen like ice forming on a pond. He saw her – only her. The gaze took everything else into itself. Coins lay where they fell. The cup caught a small pool of moonlight and held it like a thought he would never finish thinking.

He writhed. The movement was contained, measured, a puppet’s struggle against strings older than theater. Sound left him. Pain passed through his body without the courtesy of a cry. The forest accepted this silence, the way it accepts the falling of needles, the slow collapse of hollow logs. The roots tightened and learned his shape. They remembered him.

Time spread thin. The moon hung a little higher, or a little lower; the difference belonged to astronomers. Cold seeped into the clearing, a cold that smelled faintly of iron and water left too long in stone bowls. The Strix watched. Her face held no mask. It held a stillness that had outlasted languages. When she moved, it was with the economy of creatures that have no need to hurry. She stepped back, one foot finding earth without sound, then the other. The wildness around her loosened its coil and fell into place, the way smoke settles when the fire learns its lesson.

She withdrew into the trees. Darkness closed behind her as water closes behind a diver. Branches aligned. The clearing became a clearing again. The forest breathed.

What remained was the air, pressed and heavy, a density that weighed on the tongue. The night cooled further, its cold carrying a faint sweetness, a frost-flower opening somewhere beyond sight. The body lay caught and still, an arrangement of limbs that the roots continued to consider. Leaves shifted. An owl passed overhead, silent as a thought withheld. Somewhere deeper in the woods, water moved over stone and forgot itself.

The ground held what it had taken. The forest resumed its work. The moon went on with its small business. The clearing kept its bowl. And the night, having learned nothing new, deepened.